Wednesday, August 11, 2010

A song that really touched me


"There is none like you".
this song really make me cry and touched everytime i heard..I feel so lucky that i have the chance to know YOU,lORD..YOU are amazing for me,everytime when im alone and feel so lonely,YOU are there for me..When im sad, you rub away my tear and always be there for me..When im down and no mood, YOUR words cheer me up..
No one else is just like you,because YOUR love is true and justice..
I feel warm everytime YOU touched my heart..You are such like my father, my friend and also my listener..
LORD,i need you..I really need you,I cant be strong without YOU..You give me strength, so that i can come over all this hardness..
I know i still fear for my relationship now,i scare i lost him again..Im not confident about myself,this is the weeknesses that im having right now..I love you, xuan yang, more than you can expect..The more i love you, the more worries i gain..bacause i cant lost you anymore,my heart is only for you..
The only way i can do is pray everyday, every moment and every minute..I hope 1 day i will no fear in LOVE..
LORD,I need YOU...

Monday, August 9, 2010

Missing you


i only can say that i really miss u a lot and a lot that you cant imagine..I know you will be bz 4 ur study, ur school activities and ur homeworks too...You are really no time reserve 4 me..Actually im damn sad about that, mb im too depand on you and cant accept that u cant accompany evy moment i need you..Bt i can feel that u need me also, so i hv to be strong and be happy always..^^
I will wait you ended all the things and be with me always..
MISS YOU A LOT, LEE XUAN YANG..^^

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

今天可以不一樣

心情


这几个月我其实一直被一些问题所困扰,我无法找到出路。。我看不见我应该前进的道路,我停下脚步,因为我害怕,我害怕我走错了。。我不是真的想埋怨你或让自己不开心的,是因为我失去了方向。。我承认我自己害怕一个人,但因为你的忙碌,你常让我一个人。。我需要你的倾听,但却没有那个时间,我只好默默承受。。我最大的缺点就是很容易就会往坏的方面想,我有时真的很想去洗脑,让我的一切坏点子都完全挪走。。对不起,其实我也应该从你的方面来想,让我懂得如何给与你鼓励和支持。。有时候忘了自己爱你的真正的原因,但因为你对我的信任,我找回了我会一直坚持的原因。。就算我多么的不刚强,我也会坚持跟你继续走下去。。但愿上帝挪开我一切的担忧,因为我相信我不是一个人去面对的。。
因为神就是爱。。

Monday, August 2, 2010

我的心情

跟你在一起已经有七个月的时间了,我在昨天才发现我犯下了那么大的错误。。原来一直以来,我都只在乎我自己的感受,而忽略了你真正的需要。。你的疲惫,你的压力,我都没有真正的去关心过。。我只在埋怨你没时间陪我,我真的错了。。。看着你对我生气和无奈,我真的觉得很内疚,我已经没有资格去做个合格的女朋友了。。我会用我的时间去让自己改变我自己的缺点。。
谢谢你过去对我的忍耐,忍耐我无理取闹的脾气。。